The last paragraph, though, I feel you so hard on that. I sometimes google the simplest words because I second guess myself so much. I just feel like a stale potato when talking to someone who's clearly highly educated while yeah, knowing about some topics only because of tv. But then sometimes I'm like, yeah, but can they survive with just a backpack and a couple of bucks for a month? Makes me feel better. I also pretend they're hella fug instead of acknowledging they're fucking gorgeous aka I'm talking about my roommate.